I guess this is my new beginning.
New school, same old country i guess i'm back at square one.
A lot of people some new some old, guess i have to sort through them all again one by one, while they look at me watching, judging, all while i'm doing the exact same.
Hopefully this time it will all be better. I wont get stuck. I will leave my shell. I will be myself for once, wouldn't that be nice.
But it's impossible cause it hurts too much. it's okay when someone doesn't like facade me cause that's not really me anyways so who cares.
But if someone didn't like ME the real me.... that's just too much.. for now
